I hate when I come to work in a good mood and it gets ruined instantly. I was already tired after getting home late last night from work, but I sucked it up and I still came to work in a good mood. Today is Tuesday and that is when I have to do payroll. The payroll was clearly given to the person who is suppose to check it around 330-4 clock yesterday. He left around 7pm last night. So here I come in and ready to process the payroll and it is still not ready. It does not take that long to check and I don’t know why he waited until I said something to check it. The thing that makes me upset about the whole thing is that I only have a limited time to do it and I don’t think that it is fair that just because he didn’t check it and I have to “rush” to do it.
This job just gets to me so much and I hate that fact that I am counted on to do so many things but I don’t get credit where credit is due. I am already driving 45mins to come to work as it is and I just want to stay in a good mood but there is always something that happens. And it just so happens that it is always the same two people who make something small into an explosion.
Anyways I just needed somewhere to go so I can vent properly. And even though I sound like I am complaining I just wanted to write about how I feel. I know I can do better and I want to do better in my life but I just have to take it day by day, week by week!