Jan 2

I am trying to get this in before midnight so let me see how far I can get. First of all HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I am kind of excited for the new year to see what it brings, what obstacles I can overcome and just a new start. My new year wasn’t anything special. I was trying to go to the Hard Rock casino in Ft. Lauderdale but parking was killer so we deferred to Las Olas. I am only 25 but it still surprises me how wasted some people get in public and how dumb they act. Its kind of funny to watch on my end but I just think how they feel the next morning. This one guy was caring a girl like 20 minutes before the countdown puking all over herself. Even the cops were smirking at her. We ended up  going to the Hard Rock and it was quite busy and entertaining. I like the different types of people and how its not just one type of crowd. Boy did my feet hurt this morning well afternoon when I woke up. I wear flip flops and sandals almost everyday so heels was a mission for me but I must say I did well.

I told myself this year that I want to blog more whether it be about my fitness journey, life, questions about life etc. I don’t know if this is the last year until the end of the world or what but I plan on making it a productive one. My most important goal is to finish school and receive my Associates Degree and then start on my Bachelors. I have been wanting to go to Alaska for a while but not sure if that will happen or not but hey its on the list. My fitness is another top priority. I always go up and down up and down and I never fully commit. This year I have to stay focused and remember not to sweat the small stuff. I normally get distracted by small things that should not even bother me in the first place.  I get discouraged so easily and think that I am not good enough to accomplish certain things but I am learning that I CAN accomplish what I want to do. It only takes hard work and dedication.

I have a lot of ideas, goals, and questions I will need answers to this year so I hope to hear from you through comments. I hope everyone the best this year and hope it will only be better than last!!

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!


Jul 22

Okay so as I was finishing my homework I was watching Social Network for the third or fourth time and I keep thinking to myself are some people just born with brains or is it a gift or what. I mean Mark Zuckerberg created something HUGE in the dorm room of his college. And now he is the worls youngest billionaire!! That is a huge accomplishment!!  Okay I know he was smart because he went to Harvard but it just wows me how people are so talented that can come up with ideas that are worth billions of dollars. Everyone has thought about doing something. How many times are you sitting somewhere and just thinking about doing something that could be the next big thing?

It is almost similar to sports. These athletes get paid millions of dollars for a gift they have. But then I think to myself is it really a gift or is it just hard work and determination? Did their parents force them to go to practice day in and day out because of something they saw inside of them? I wonder how many athletes actually enjoy the game they play rather than the money they are making. Take LeBron James for example what if no one noticed him in high school, would he still be the big star he is today? Do you have to be in the right place at the right time for someone to notice you? I wonder how fame really works sometimes..

I have a really smart friend Alex (www.geilt.com) who is extremely smart. I feel dumb when I talk to him at times. He builds my spirits at times because he says he sees something in me that I could do something huge with social media but I just feel at times that I don’t know what to do with it. He finally stood up for himself at work and took a leap of faith and started his own company (www.esotech.org). He can do almost everything on a computer. He designs websites, databases, etc. The coding and programming he does is just absolutely nuts. He tries to show me at times and I just nod like I understand when he is speaking but in actuality I don’t most of the time (sorry Alex). And I keep telling him with his smarts he could design the next Facebook or social media websites. I know he has the ability too.

Anyways enough of me rambling but I wonder if I have a gift to do something or maybe I just haven’t found it yet. When